Stuck in between.

Well... The question is on hold for now. So much issues man. Apparently no matter which side I choose, I lose. I AM NOT THE BAD GUY HERE. Live for yourself.

Life update yet again.

6 more months have passed and I got promoted again. Holding a managerial level position is really hard especially for me. I always feel i am under qualified and lately i feel i have been distant with my family. Been awhile since i have gamed and i do not really have the mood for it any more and getting depressed from time to time doesn't really help. I used to have a goal but now I feel i am just heading with no destination in hand. Gotta work on my eating and spending habit as well. I am gonna pop the question this September and hopefully I can get her here by next year.

Ill let life flow on till the end of year and we shall see how. Change is good.

New year, new hope and goals

Been more than a year since i last wrote here. Crazy things happened along the way. Priya's dad passed away and on his last moment I promised him i will take care of her and i intent on keeping that promise. I love her with all my heart and I hope my family will see her as how i see her one day. Priya came to the terms of wedding and she seems content with what she have now but then again i think about marriage a lot nowadays. Hopefully by our 5th anniversary i can call Priya my wife. Then there is this religion problem. I really ought talk to a priest about this.



Work wise i am still uncertain. Don't get me wrong though, Ive been promoted 3 times now since joining the company but what now? What do I do now? Do i stay on or do look elsewhere for other opportunities. The same ol what am i doing with my life question. Wish i can just go back to Malaysia. I'll make sure it happens one day.


Since I broke up with Ana, I lost alot of weight and made myself look good. The motivation was there then. Being in a relationship now made me lazy. Need to find the motivation to shed all this extra weight.